Oh loves, my heart is pounding with a thrum thrum thrum in my chest...
My creative partner, Hillary Rain and I are far-beyond-thrilled to announce that the eBook version of our online course is here!
Launching this precious work in a medium that allows more beautiful souls all around the world to receive it has felt so vulnerable and tender, like a birth in and of itself, where we birthed and now are releasing and trusting the journey of our soul-child. I've been so emotional today, so many tears shed along side a full heart knowing the healing and balm this will be to the sisters that are drawn to it.
I wanted to share an excerpt from the eBook where I write about a visualization/meditation I did years ago. I was walking along a path and saw from a distance a little girl ahead of me and knew I had to meet with her. This visualization was during my fertility journey right before we decided to adopt...
I slowly walked towards the little girl on the path who was crouched over drawing in the dirt with a stick. She had brown hair with loose curls covering her eyes. A dirty, white stained dress and navy blue salt-water sandals. There was a vulnerability to her. A shyness. When I was close, standing above her, I could smell musk and maple and it seemed so familiar. Like home. I kneeled down in the dirt, so close that my knees were touching hers. She looked up at me with light brown doe eyes. Her smile was at ease in a way that my presence offered her the safe that she needed. There she was. There was me. 35 years ago.
We meet again. I see her now. And it was as if a deep knowing that I had kept tightly under key, unlocked. All these years of trying to grow life in my womb and it not happening, I was beginning to wonder if I was just not capable of growing life, or more importantly, of mothering. Yet as I sat near the little girl me and held her hand and we held a mirror to each other and truly saw each other, I realized something that was such a healing balm.
I AM a mother. I’ve always been a mother. A gentle and wild mama to the little girl within me.
I HAVE grown life and look at her, my inner child. She’s so pure and divine. And I see her and love her more than anyone could ever see her and love her. And that is all she truly needs.
You can read this and so much more from me, my partner Rain and the many extraordinary guests (including Laura Mazurek, Mandy Steward, Marissa Moondaughter, Stephanie Perkinson, Mara Glatzel, Teresa Robinson!) that contributed to our course. You can purchase your copy for $29 here. We kept the cost low because we wanted to reach as many precious souls as we could. We hope you join us in this sacred sisterhood.